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zarina kassir. ([personal profile] curiously) wrote2015-10-01 12:07 am

open rp post


DROP IN PROMPTS, PICTURES, OLD THREADS, A POST OR EVEN TFLN BRING IT.
( cw: body horror, gore, violence & etc. in some threads + please label threads for such. )


obsessions: 💉 (RAVAGED.)

cw: suicidal ideation

[personal profile] obsessions 2022-12-20 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ he doesn't hear anything. The fire is everywhere. His screams become desperate whistling gasps for air. His limbs seize and contort, spine arching as if attempting to rip itself out of his burning body, but there is no escape, not with a fresh flood of pain coursing through him with every frantic heartbeat, and if he still had his knife, he would've happily slashed his own throat just to get it all to stop.

It fell somewhere close to him. Blindly, he tries feeling about for the handle, but he only manages to move his hand a few sluggish inches. Then he tries to stand, digging his fingertips into the floor so hard both the tattered leather and the skin underneath tear, smearing bloody, golden streaks across the concrete. But another agonized spasm shoves him back down. This time, he collapses fully. Serum splatters around him as he convulses. The syringe stabbed into his back catches the faint moonlight with each shake of his shoulders, the glowing liquid within sloshing about wildly even as its plunger continues to descend on its own, milliliter by milliliter.

Then, another click. The plunger stops with one-third of the serum still remaining in the glass barrel. He, too, has stopped trying to move. Only his sides rise and fall with wheezing breaths, each one causing more of the golden substance to pool beneath him. The pain starts to recede, the inferno slowly burning itself down into a constant but dull smolder.

The haze clears a little. A few feet in front of him is the knife, its jagged and bloodstained blade glimmering in the faint moonlight. And a familiar pair of boots. His head jerks up. He knows her. She's standing there, watching, just like that man who injected him, while he's weaker and more helpless than he's ever been. If she decided to pick up his knife and cut his throat with it, he probably wouldn't be able to stop her.

And for a moment, he actually considers letting her.

Until the rage rises again, overwhelming the pain, making his entire body jolt with a violent tremor. His fingers form claws as he shoves himself to his feet, hunched over, staggering slightly from the effort. A muffled whisper, clotted and hoarse, seeps through his molten mask as he lurches towards her and the knife. ]


... Za... ri... na...